I would like to introduce my art therapy that I can analyze my mental state.
Recently, I found some of music I can enjoy, but colors of music I indulge in are so different respectively. So I decide to paint what I feel while I listen to separate music so that I can analyze my mental state based on art and music. I think what I paint on canvas, and what kind of music I listen to express my emotion in my mind and who I am.
However, I like YouTube stars “ThePianoGuys” & “Lindsey Stirling.” I enjoy watching their performance on YouTube. But I know my taste will soon change to Christmas music because I like Christmas song and mood.
In addition, I painted on a tablet by using Corel painter X, instead of actual canvas and paints.
The tranquil forest scene in the video makes me think I used to be there a long time ago for some reason, maybe in my childhood dream...? Anyway, I wanted to express my feeling on the painting that I am in beautiful nature and fresh air, and dancing in peace. I expressed tranquil, calm happiness from pureness on my painting. But I know my painting looks a bit lonely because a girl is dancing alone and only one home is on the painting. Anyway I didn't like a busy scenery in my painting; or I might feel my limit to paint more complicated scenery.
♥ ThePianoGuys “Ants Marching/Ode to Joy”
Recently, I had some kind of angers in my mind. But when I decided to stay in positivity and forgive something; all of sudden, I felt some big stone in my mind was got ridden of. Then, unconsciously I kept listening to this music below. When I listened to this music, I felt the music seemed to congratulate me on solving problems in my mind. So I wanted to express harmony in angels’ ensemble and rainbow in the sunny day in my painting.
♥ Lindsey Stirling “Stars Align”
Music video shows universe and a girl playing a violin. This music motivated me to paint mysterious universe and also talk about my theory I have kept deep inside my mind. But I don't get too much into my theory, but sometimes.
First, before I go into my theory, I would like to point out that you would better be open minded to listen to me instead of locking yourself in the boring, small fixed frame. I think people only try to believe and accept what they used to learn and be brainwashed since they were born. So human beings are very much used to thinking “one is one, red is red”. People are unable to see beyond what they see, hear, believe and learn. Somehow, I think human beings are like a puppet on the string in the small frame.
My theory is that there are a lot of black holes in universe as we all know, but I think there must be white holes beyond black holes, too. There might be advanced civilization in another side of universe. Moreover, they can reach any planets with their advanced technology which makes them stand extremely high pressure when they go through black holes.
I even think God we used to know in our bible could be aliens from another side of universe. Long time ago, ancestors on earth were so ignorant so they thought aliens from sky were their God who could save them.
And I think spirit is like a host, in another world, when human being dies, a “host” which we used to know as “spirit” is planted to another experimental life by aliens or disposed of in universe.
In addition, if you know my story, you will know whom I am talking about. Well… I feel like I talk with a descendant of aliens who still has a very tiny fraction of ability aliens have.
Don’t you think people depend too much on human knowledge?
♥ Lindsey Stirling “Roundtable Rival”
When I watch this music on YouTube, I want to be a woman who wins over bank robberies in video. Moreover, powerful beats, strong sound and a battle in this music video makes me want to trample upon bad people I hate, and I become a winner over them. At least I can imagine I become a winner over bad, rotten people my high sensitivity has caught, while I listen to this music.
In that respect, I like rock music which has strong beats and sound because I feel power deep inside me for a moment.
Why don’t you have your free time on one of weekends to analyze your mental state by drawing with music you are currently stuck in? If you are not really good at drawing, you can express your feeling over music with line and dot; then, your drawing will tell you what you have in your mind and where you are in life.
P.S: By the way, have you well enjoyed my private information and some of my habits or pattern disclosed by I.A in Korea? Haven't you evaluated me within your limit? (You know what I am talking about if you know me)